There is always a reason why Allah tested you by taking someone/something away from you.
It may be that Allah wants to replace it with something better.Knowing that He wouldn't test you more than you can handle, will put myself in ease.
Alhamdulillah, I try to occupied most of my night to understand the Holy Quran by reading at least a page of tafseer. Never that I thought I will spend my night to do this, but with His will, things can happen. MasyaAllah.
During my reading,this ayat caught my attention was from Surah An-Nur, ayat 26 as quoted below:
الْخَبِيثَاتُ لِلْخَبِيثِينَ وَالْخَبِيثُونَ لِلْخَبِيثَاتِ ۖ وَالطَّيِّبَاتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَالطَّيِّبُونَ لِلطَّيِّبَاتِ ۚ أُولَٰئِكَ مُبَرَّءُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَ ۖ لَهُمْ مَغْفِرَةٌ وَرِزْقٌ كَرِيمٌ |
Translation:
"Women impure are for men impure and men impure are for women impure;
and women of purity are for men of purity and men of purity are for women of purity: these are not affected by what people say: for them there is forgiveness and a provision honorable"
Hope one day I can be the women of purity.
May Allah make it ease for us and guide us to his path. Ameen.