Growing Up.

I always wanted to grow up; to be treated like a teenager when I was a kid, to be treated like an adult when I was a teen.

Little that I know how does it really feel to be one.

Reality checked; I don't want to grow up. I want to be remained as a kid.

No, not even a teenager.

I'm afraid of my future.

I'm afraid of seeing dad's getting old, and one day he'll leave all of us, just like mom did.

I'm afraid of seeing sister and brother, moving out as they got married, living a new married life.

I'm afraid of seeing little brother and sister all grown up, entering universities and staying away from home.

And the truth is, I'm afraid of being alone.